Heart Of Steel

Is a boxer stupid enough to enter the ring with no mouth gaurd or even his hands up to protect his face?
Is a cricketer stupid enough not to wear protection all over?(have u felt how heavy a crocket ball is?)
Who is stupid enough to feel the blazing heat of an incoming fire and not at least try to dodge it?
im not sure anyone that is sensible would not act right in situations like these but when it comes the things beyond the physical, no one is sensible.

It hits harder when you start with you hands crossed, and then someone comes to spread your hands wide AND SUDDENLY punches you in the chest.
Its amazing how sometimes we underestimate ourselves saying, karma has nothing on me yet things happen anyway.
I dnt understand how some people in this existence can be so false. Its quite amazing.

to be continued......

Faith is there but you need the strength to have faith. Faith is like trust. one little doubt could ruin it all. its hard not to doubt because once you have been fooled a number of time you will react immediately to symptoms of you past experience.

Perpetual Liar

It's actually amazing how far people can lie, till the extent where they are lying about lying. All I can do is sit and watch. It's quite funny when you know something but still ask to see whether the truth will be told, and when it's not told and a whole different lie is told, all you can do is laugh.

You know when they have reached there all time low when they even lie to their own close friends. Alot has to be said about people like this. The funny things is watching them as they form the lie. looooooooool you know when you ask a question and you see them thinking to themselves hard what to say.

I don't know how people can be so fake and then turn around and expect you to invest your full trust in them. How funny. How can I trust someone that doesn't trust themselves or respect them if they don't respect themselves.

Wow and you actually have those people that have people fooling people and giving them false impression. They make you think they are such Angels while they do stuff behind your back. It's amazing!!! I'll give you and example:

Jenny and Mel are tight friends. Everybody likes them and they like themselves. Mel did something behind Jennys back. Mel told Jenny later and Jenny felt very hurt. Mel was killing herself knowing she let's her friend down. Little did Mel know that Jenny is a persistant liar and hides info from her.

What a fake friend. You need to watch people because of this. Ask yourself! Who can you trust with your life? Your closest friend? Double check and rectify who your real friends are!

God bless

I'm just checking

I just downloaded an app and im checking if it working. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and will have a prosperous new year. Thanks a God bless

Marv

Its been tooooo long!

Rah I have not posted since October. Its been to long.
Alot of this going on in life! Just need to put the puzzle pieces together.
thats about it really. Music wise im on this producing tip hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u know what im saying loooool. I made some made beat last week. It was so bed i go to sleep on it. Its harddd trussss. I got plans for it stilllzzzzzz. You lot will see still.

Still what do u want me to talk about. Sense or stupidity?
i got a lot of things to release about this society we live in!!!!!!!

ill talk about stupidity. have you heard the phrase 'im going in!' who ever says it now tell them to shut up!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupidness. that phrase is so dumb and look at how many trend followers there are. It only lets me know that there will be loyal ppl when I start my own trend.

That reminds me i got a hot 3style coming out called Zero10 Levels!!! truss, it a lil sneak preview off what to expect in 2010. Im Showing u lot what to expect, its obvious im getting better. I shocked myself when writin loooool

anyway back to Sense!

women/ladies/girls can be so stupid!!!! have u heard about the Tiger woods incident. If u had an affair wid him why u gonna say for???? was there a point??? ur just highlitin urself as a slag! stupid idiot! if i saw her i would have givin her the biggest slap in history. kmt women could be so uncalled for sometimes kmt. foolish imbecile. I dont know why im gettin worked up. its just because of money. stupid idiotic woman.

anyway peeps im just sayin im back after so long. I will keep yall posted truss

Bless


I might drop the '90s Baby' tune here still!!!

Time For A Release!!!!!!!!!

Right now i got 'the winners' on repeat,
aint in a happy mood, stuffs on my mind,
i did try to release but it only put down six feet
Whatever the weather i just know that i have tried,
I feel like a fool cah ppl did warn me,
but I killed relationships by pushin them aside,
now im looking around for a fool but see noboby but me,
this is the kinda ish that makes a nigga die.

Its kinda deep let me jump on to the next thought train,
im seated looking at the screen pushin keys,
buy im not stupid I aint talkin bout cocaine,
my brains spinin like my heads playin a cd,
its been so long out i think im in-sane,
still think of ways that i can teach me,
to care about about myself not thinkin bout the whole plane,
cause u never ever really cared bout me.

To be continued!!!!!!!

Time 2 Get Funky

Under the carpet

I don't know!!!! I've brushed so much under the carpet.
Its slowly eating me up BUT i still manage to smile and laugh it off.
How though? I try to take walks but it slyly does not help. kmt.
I don't want to be depressed. What the hell do i do.
Its reaching a point where music cant contain my pain.
I could me a whole mix tape of how i feel. That's how much though i have got.
Well life is there I can only Pray and ask for support.

Bless!