Thursday, 22 October 2009

Time For A Release!!!!!!!!!

Right now i got 'the winners' on repeat,
aint in a happy mood, stuffs on my mind,
i did try to release but it only put down six feet
Whatever the weather i just know that i have tried,
I feel like a fool cah ppl did warn me,
but I killed relationships by pushin them aside,
now im looking around for a fool but see noboby but me,
this is the kinda ish that makes a nigga die.

Its kinda deep let me jump on to the next thought train,
im seated looking at the screen pushin keys,
buy im not stupid I aint talkin bout cocaine,
my brains spinin like my heads playin a cd,
its been so long out i think im in-sane,
still think of ways that i can teach me,
to care about about myself not thinkin bout the whole plane,
cause u never ever really cared bout me.

To be continued!!!!!!!

Monday, 12 October 2009

Under the carpet

I don't know!!!! I've brushed so much under the carpet.
Its slowly eating me up BUT i still manage to smile and laugh it off.
How though? I try to take walks but it slyly does not help. kmt.
I don't want to be depressed. What the hell do i do.
Its reaching a point where music cant contain my pain.
I could me a whole mix tape of how i feel. That's how much though i have got.
Well life is there I can only Pray and ask for support.

Bless!